My goodness, I cant’ believe it!  Life is so funny sometimes.  And yes, I was feeling a bit bummed because neither Kevin nor I have bought a present for each other. 

I just realised that I haven’t written anything dedicated to Christmas and thought I would do so right now. 

I was wondering what would really make me feel at home and actually there are quite a number of things.  Being grateful for the people we love and the blessing they are to us is so important.

It’s actually been a bit weird being home again.  Not that home is weird but I think I am still adjusting to the use of a cpap machine. 

Many thoughts about how I was treated by different people in the ward this last visit.  And actually the experience was much better than the last one.  

One of the things I have had to learn and discover is that if I am not careful, I can be a negative influence on other people.

Well today marks the, let me think, wow - 17 years ago I started the operations that made a dramatic difference in my life.

It’s strange because yesterday I was so tired, I felt like I was wrapped up in a heavy blanket and just couldn’t/didn’t want to move.